Andrea,

Thank you for your advise... That was very powerful..
Well sometimes I think that he regrets hiring me..reason being is that in May when I interviewed for this position two weeks later they called to tell me the position was filled.. so "Oh well" I thought..then another 2 weeks goes by and they call me back for a second interview.. So happy at the time, I went in to the interview.  They hired me. I was really excited.  I started to work and you office chat, people started   to get  to know me and started to ask "How is he"?  Is he mean?  I of course said "No".. but I have never in my life met someone so picky in my life. (He'll tell me to do something his way and when I do, and bring it back to him to look over, he says "No, I want you to do this this way" )
Well the story thickens and someone here that I am close to told me the whole story about why they called me to tell me  that the job was taken.  The girl that he liked took another position.  She said that from what she seen, he wouldn't let her telecommute and that the other position would.  From what I know he really liked the lady and so I guess maybe he is heartbroken ?  
You know, I can't motivate myself to work..